God, Can you hear me?

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Some days you seem so far away.  

Is that on purpose?  

How did you chose this plot for me? 

Was I a spiteful child? 

Moody, and ill tempered at times, I will admit.

When did I lose your favor?

Amsterdam, is a city of sin, but my choices weren't so bad. 

I try to be kind to those I meet. 

I try.  

When I am deep in need I reach...and will keep reaching.

Even through death, sickness, disaster, and ruin

I reach. 

Would be overwhelmed if you reached back.